This has been a good day and a bad day. It’s been a good day because I have finally managed to get my thesis handed in.
I had terrible trouble writing the thesis discussion chapter which ended in me having to pay somebody to write it for me. I then edited it and learn from it, and weaved in with the existing thesis I had written to create a decent end result.
But at last I have got the thesis completed and is now submitted. That’s really good.
But is also been a bad day because of exactly the same thing. I had to cheat to get my thesis finished I am mortified that I couldn’t get the thesis discussion done properly on my own and that I had to turn to somebody else to write it for me and then I did edit’s and submitted it. That is cheating in anybody’s universe.
But at the end of the day whether it’s been good or bad, I have finally got the thesis finished and handed in. That’s taken a huge pressure off me because it has been really building up with me over the past few weeks.
So I can breathe a sigh of relief today and start to carry on with the rest of my life. I still have lots of study to do for my degree but things are going to be less pressured the next few weeks.
Which means I can perhaps concentrate on family life little bit more, because I think I have been neglecting my wife and children a little bit.
And it also means that I can now concentrate on my health and fitness a bit more, because they have been let go dramatically over the past few months.
So it’s been a good day and a bad day for the same reason and I’m just thankful it’s over. I think I might celebrate with a nice meal in a bottle of wine to my, I haven’t had Chinese takeaway from long time I think I might have that with my wife and children tonight. We don’t have to worry about money particularly so it’s nice to treat yourself now and again, and I think tonight is that we going to be one of those nights.